Monday, February 28, 2005
sweet day.this is our 4 mths together! :)yang has been sweeter. fetchin me from sch nowadays. hope u make it often. lolwatched "white noise" ee.. quite nice. but the ending quite confusing so in the end if u cant get the story line right it seems like a whole heck of rubbish. i've seen so much love,hate,together,apart,not-together,alone,depression,bliss...goes on. so maybe it happens to me all the time. the fact i'm not that 'on-off' relationship person anymore. i seems to know how to control my feelings , consider the feelings of the other one. never eva say the word "break" just like that. it will not just break the person's heart, your own one in particular. in the end u may not mean it at all. so why. why say such a hurtful word without realising how great the impact would be. yes, if i'm unhappy i would like to walk away not another word i do not want to care less abt the world except to delude myself in sorrows. yea thats me. but now if u care abt e person u better stop running away. like i should start cheering others up instead of the other way round after all i'm the one who gets u angry.so much quarells this month with love. but how to deny the fact that i seems to have so much comfort and laughters with him. sometimes we cry, the tears seems to cover my eyes and i forgot to see the colours of me bcos' my visions has been so blurred and grey. i thought it has all been a dream. but once my tears dry, and my smile comes back on my face. i realise my hands will still be in yours. it has never left yours. if i could just take a step forward and hold on to your hand. why be unhappy with each other consider how much happiness we can give each other. i dont want to spend my time crying bcos much more moments like you and i could enjoy. i dont wanna let time slip by becos time with you never seems enough anymore. i'm not independent anymore. i'm not strong when i grew to the fact i cant be happy when ur not around me. let me be free and stay by me. tell me ur love for me grew so much. it has grew from a seed and bloom into the prettiest flower. tell me ur care ur concerns will never cease and passions will always burn between us. tell me u'll always love my smile and never let go off my hand. never walk away from my sight. for i fear so much of the dark. i need some strength and let it be you to give me the power to walk on. the road seems tiring- tell me u'll carry me on ur back tonight and let me have a rest. just let me b in ur armsps: i cant wait for the our camp in march ^_^
Danced at 7:12 PM
